hmm…re-adress or reconsider?:

10,000 bucks
2499 kilometers
Crappy small talk
the Rs.9000 bet
The chills at Edge
And all the alcohol.
Trips, fights and random acts of chull (that i wanna prove something?)
Its been long. still?
Man…i feel like a 5 year old wondering who finished the cake from last night.
And then college. I am VERY confused.
College has a way of complicating things. While building up a social image you have to very careful not to upset people lest they hate you (more than what they already do).

Funny thing is, in all my modesty, i dont give a rat’s ass, still.
Funnily, for all the politics people read about and all the parliamentary drama we witness nothing can beat the likes of what happens in the average college classroom.
Pretending to be immune only gets worse and indifference leads to people percieving you as insane. You dont care still maybe. But then work gets hampered and self sufficiency suffers. to have a better future we compromise on the way we wanna see the world.
Funny?
Yes, sir
very

I have done some really extreme stuff. For really stupid or sometimes rather justified reasons (if i say they’re justified, they ARE justified.)
What you have to realise however is that, the reasons dont seem all that pretty once you look back at how you felt at that time and how stupid it seems right now.

Philosophy can ruin you. Having a set philosophy/ set of principles to follow can be a VERY dangerous. Hypocrisy scares me.
Not because i dont like hypocrites (thats rather obvious…) but because i dont wanna see myself as one.

Me, myself, i , all about me.
Who cares what the world thinks? i’ll be a bakchod for eternity!
a few good friends are better than a dumbass entourage!
But for all the truths i have hated theres one more! the dumbass entourage in question can have a rather ballistic effect on you life.
I hate the DE. Its like a secret society possibly conspiring to bring down any indivisual who prefers to think on a lines parallel to the those of the universe.

As of now, i believe we should live one thing at a time (thing…not day or any other unit of time)

presently, lets just get on with the bet. (along with the daily bullshit we face from college!)

Primarily, we have a big problem. If there is something to prove, which also is a mystery. And if i have to prove myself. then why is it that i wanna do it for some unknown entities. (honest?)
Bhenchod! can i have a smoke please? (oh! i forgot…one butt’s about 9 grand,…GODDAMMIT!)